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This is painful and embarrassing to read. I feel sympathy for myself. And wish my post-FDS could be there for me. I remember the confusion and desperation I felt when I wrote this. I am so happy and thankful for FDS that those days are 100% over, and I'll never be in that place again.
Ps: If the scrote who I wrote this to is reading this, I just want you to know that when you asked me if it was gay to have a finger up you a**, I lied. I said no, but the answer is 100% yes. it's gay that you like that.
Girl, you have nothing to be embarrassed about. You worked with the knowledge you had at the time and look at your growth now. The next time you meet a scrote, the only response he’ll need is you walking away in silence. Knowledge is power.
I am super proud of how far you have come! I have been in the same position in the past. And yes, only the most sick and twisted men I have found like an object in the ass. It is so disgusting and disturbing. Anal sex is horrific.
"I want to thank you for all the amazing experiences we had together, and hope it puts a smile on your face when you think of my name. " Like HUH?? Men are just delusional. It's like both sexes are having their own individual, and entirely opposite experiences of the same situation. He's thinking you guys had this awesome time, all the while you were feeling manipulated and used. Like HUH? This is far too common though. Happens to me ALL the time. My experience of a date will be entirely different from the man's experience.
There’s nothing wrong with saying your peace. It’s not for him anyway, since he’s a devil who only cares for himself and won’t change. But if sending that was your way of standing up for yourself and cutting him off, good for you. He likes to tell himself these stories that the women he abuses think of him with love and longing after he throws them into the trash, and you shut him down. That’s good.
Boy am I glad I angrily deleted chats with my rants in my pick-me days 😬. In any case, regardless of how embarrassing our pasts might be, congrats on getting out of those situations!
Thank you for sharing.
I’m glad to know I’m not the only one who has written things like this.
I really respect your honesty and your ability to face yourself. I’m still working on that and one of the hardest things I have to come to grips with is my paragraphing to scrotes. I want to curl up in the fetal position.
I just made myself read that paragraph as a man would, letting my eyes just kind of graze over it. Not to be heartless towards you, but to remind myself how little paragraphs resonate with them. I’m glad you’re in a better place now.
I think you dated my ex! Finger-up-butt and all (I refused, it grosses me out)
I’m sorry this happened to you. Glad we both have FDS now 😊