Blocked and deleted him on everything, but he's been spamming my main gmail with his other 7 accounts. He won't stop. We live in diff countries, so Idk if I can report it to the police.
And what really stuck out to me... he only loves the benefits he gets by being with me. I honestly feel so disgusted with myself for not leaving early enough. I wasted so much time.
I learned that if a guy lists out things he loves about me and it's things like, "you're so thoughtful, patient, understanding" things that will only benefit their self-absorbed asses, he doesn't really love me.
It shows in the little things. It even shows in the way they compliment you.
Good god, what a self-absorbed asshole he is. Look how many times he used "I" in that ridiculous screed. It is all about him, and you are merely the woman appliance to meet his needs. He doesn't know about or care about your humanity or needs at all. Don't respond at all. Continue to keep him blocked.
Men obsessed with high school will always be hilarious to me.
Uhh, I feel for you OP! Just be prepared to receive more messages from him in the upcoming holidays.
Report every email as spam!! Don't give that vile rat a shred of your light.
On the plus side at least he'll have a hard time just showing up at your house, because that's big stalker vibes there.
I think you might need a new Gmail account; I know you shouldn't have too but I don't see how else you'll get this scrote off your back. Try not even engaging with him, as blocking is a sign he's getting a reaction out of you (he seems like all attention is good sort), then quietly open a new account and inform all relevant contacts that still benefit you like networks.