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while being single I've noticed a lot of the scrotes I've dated put a lot of work into making sure I'm unhealthy/losing at life and any time I say I enjoy exercising it's a turn off for a lot of lvm.
They think I automatically have more power over them because I can actually exercise and take care of myself, even on the weeks where I'm depressed + eating only ice cream for three days straight.
They get mad when I lose weight (Because I'm not SQUISHY anymore, like that's not creepy at all) but once they can associate muscles with some kind of anime porn art suddenly they're okay with muscles? Like they're all porn addicted losers, I'm curvy despite my weight but still when I was 200 lbs it was a lot easier for men to compare me to the porn they consumed, I even got sexually harassed more often while being overweight. I couldn't fuckin breathe or move the way I wanted to and scrotes are just like "oh you're healthy because I can jack off to you, that's how I know." And any change in how I am is suddenly a deal breaker (Losing weight, trying on new glasses frames, growing my hair out etc)
Essentially anything that's my choice is a turn off because they thrive on everything being non-consenual and against my will. Doing keto and exercising and making money has been huge lvm repellent and it's just fuckin eerie , like they expect us to just suffer and never change, as if we'd stoop to that level of meaninglessness.
Anything is possible you just need information and resources.
They don't like that I enjoy metal or go to the gym or am able to fix my car by myself either.
Like having agency over my life and body is suddenly a turn off for them but they want us to be independent enough for them to be lazy?
Oh and once you announce that you finally paid something off or that you make a decent amount of money all of a sudden 🎇🎆they want to do something expensiveeee and ruin the whole experience with an attitude then make you pay half it 🎆🎇
It's just a fuckin pit of anti-growth.
I feel bad for the women who deliberately make less money to "protect the males feelings" fuckin shoot me, that's an abuse strategy if ever I've seen one.
Cutting men out of my life has literally been a nonstop win for me and I just wish I could go back in time and not date anyone or make "guy friends". I was serial dating because I was being abused at home and I was told by everyone that they were the answer but they weren't, working and exercising was the answer and I'm just mad that my dumbass conservative guardians never once gave me the correct answers. I had found out that my mom and my grandmother went through the same shit, constantly seeking out men as some kind of security but it only made their lives worse.
I wish I found FDS sooner and I'm sad about it. I'm young but I feel so fuckin old and tired despite my age and appearance.
Even the really skinny guys get put off by my healthy lifestyle, like I'm sorry I'm not an immobile blob that exists for constant manipulation? Lmao, suck my dick. I don't even eat that healthy because life is fleeting and I make enough money lol. It's not like I have a strict diet or anything. They just don't like that I'm thriving.
But it's also a reflection of them not wanting to improve themselves and pretending "No change is impossible!" Meanwhile they're perfectly mobile and able to hit the gym. Simply Building muscle and using the squat machine will burn more calories at rest. The machine works by literally sitting down and kickin your lil legs, why can't you do that John? You don't even need to change your diet half the time because it consists of Xtreme goldfish and coca cola and you could technically use that as energy. Losing weight is so easy for men idk why overweight men pretend they face the same oppression as a disabled lesbian woc.
It's just this constant race to never improve anything while just expecting absolute beauty from every woman and child. Then getting mad the women are doing better than them at life.
Thank goodness you've learned these lessons early and are protecting other women and girls by sharing them.