I really don't know what I'd do without fds, I've been treated so terribly by men, abused, negged, mindgames. They send me insane and have almost completely destroyed me mentally. Fds counteracts all my conditioning and the way I've been treated and my feeling I have had so many times feeling worthless.
But fds keeps me going, I'm trying to educate myself as much as possible about scrotes and lvm. Without fds I'd possible be suicidal. I know that sounds dramatic but men have brought me to my lowest many times over.
I will admit I'm a bit of a "misandrist" or "man hater". Ive become this way, this is my attempt at self protection and men have hurt me and damaged me repeatedly and now I honestly fear them, they make me scared, I have nightmares. Unlike men my "hate" is founded. It comes from a desperate need to protect myself. It's not innate like men hating women for no reason simply because we were born women. If I weren't a misandrist then I'd be self harming by being delusional and trusting men and allowing them to just keep hurting me. Women can only be hurt so much before they turn against men, pick mes just havent been hurt enough yet and seen the absolute depravity of men.
It's taken me ALOT to get to this point.
Men just make me so sad and depressed. Why do they exist? All they care about is porn, porn style sex, looks and free labour from women. They are shallow by nature. They cause death and destruction. They don't view women as human especially women that dont serve them or have no purpose in their eyes. Women they aren't attracted to. Etc.
I feel guilty and because I also have a son. I love him so much and I know he will be a hvm because atleast he has me as a mum, I never favour him over his sisters, I love him, he's gentle and I encourage him to be gentle even play with dolls. I think most Lvm have a pickme mother. I hide my hatred of men from my son. He doesn't need to know all he knows is that I love him and I know he will grow up a hvm because he atleast has a mother with fds values to guide him. As I said most lvm have a pick me or internal misogynist mother.
I can't say I hate every man in the world just the lvm or nvm which is 99.9% of them. They are just so dissapointing. And they in general are my enemy. They are capable of causing me so much harm and already have.
Sexuality is NOT a choice otherwise there would be no straight women. It's insane pining for love and acceptance from those that hate you and are your enemy. Those that want to abuse, beat, rape, enslave, kill you. I've accepted they just aren't capable of it, their "love" only exists if you serve them exactly how they want to be served.
Take time off of dating. Somehow these scrotes sense when we are unhappy and try to manipulate us.
I am a misandrist and proud. Understanding male nature is really the most heart breaking thing ever. I’m so sorry, all that love you want to pour into a male pour into yourself and your child. Men are not worth it Fr
You should not be dating anyone for at least a year. You still have remnants of LV and pickme thinking, and leeches and parasites will cling to you. Until you work out your emotional instabilities and even out you're self esteem you shouldn't be dating at all. Because your kids will see the rollercoaster that are your relationships and they will learn that this is how it should be. Do you want your daughters to think they have to be suicidal to be deserving of love?