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Fds keeps me going

I really don't know what I'd do without fds, I've been treated so terribly by men, abused, negged, mindgames. They send me insane and have almost completely destroyed me mentally. Fds counteracts all my conditioning and the way I've been treated and my feeling I have had so many times feeling worthless.

But fds keeps me going, I'm trying to educate myself as much as possible about scrotes and lvm. Without fds I'd possible be suicidal. I know that sounds dramatic but men have brought me to my lowest many times over.

I will admit I'm a bit of a "misandrist" or "man hater". Ive become this way, this is my attempt at self protection and men have hurt me and damaged me repeatedly and now I honestly fear them, they make me scared, I have nightmares. Unlike men my "hate" is founded. It comes from a desperate need to protect myself. It's not innate like men hating women for no reason simply because we were born women. If I weren't a misandrist then I'd be self harming by being delusional and trusting men and allowing them to just keep hurting me. Women can only be hurt so much before they turn against men, pick mes just havent been hurt enough yet and seen the absolute depravity of men.

It's taken me ALOT to get to this point.

Men just make me so sad and depressed. Why do they exist? All they care about is porn, porn style sex, looks and free labour from women. They are shallow by nature. They cause death and destruction. They don't view women as human especially women that dont serve them or have no purpose in their eyes. Women they aren't attracted to. Etc.

I feel guilty and because I also have a son. I love him so much and I know he will be a hvm because atleast he has me as a mum, I never favour him over his sisters, I love him, he's gentle and I encourage him to be gentle even play with dolls. I think most Lvm have a pickme mother. I hide my hatred of men from my son. He doesn't need to know all he knows is that I love him and I know he will grow up a hvm because he atleast has a mother with fds values to guide him. As I said most lvm have a pick me or internal misogynist mother.

I can't say I hate every man in the world just the lvm or nvm which is 99.9% of them. They are just so dissapointing. And they in general are my enemy. They are capable of causing me so much harm and already have.

Sexuality is NOT a choice otherwise there would be no straight women. It's insane pining for love and acceptance from those that hate you and are your enemy. Those that want to abuse, beat, rape, enslave, kill you. I've accepted they just aren't capable of it, their "love" only exists if you serve them exactly how they want to be served.

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Ansa

Oct 24

Take time off of dating. Somehow these scrotes sense when we are unhappy and try to manipulate us.

Unknown member

Oct 24

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Absolutely. I think indefinitely to stay away from dating. They are like wolves and feed on the vulnerable.

I notice when ive let my guard down or I show my vulnerable side or been kind (I'm kind to everyone usually) ive always always regretted it. Same with catching feelings as soon as they know you care or are sensitive then the abuse comes out.

But when I've been ruthless and harsh with men then they loved it. They are sick. Even now when men know you absolutely despise them even a self proclaimed misandrist they like it. They are sick. I think because they are desperate to "hatefuck" a woman that hates men.

I try my best now to hide any vulnerability with them. Because I know I do have remnants left of pick me I haven't completely cleansed myself of.

I genuinely would not be able to be in the company of a man outside of a public place. They are dangerous.

Unknown member

Oct 24

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I have ocd, anxiety and it's so difficult I get obsessive and very limerant sometimes and have intrusive thoughts. I've been strong and hidden it sometimes. Then ill be realistic and stop but sometimes it comes back. Its exhausting and feels like its against my will sometimes, I feel compelled to continue contact with a scrote. Limerance is a big issue.

Ansa

Oct 24

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Start therapy if you can. I also had this, going on a second date despite being disrespected. No more.

Sara H

Oct 24

I am a misandrist and proud. Understanding male nature is really the most heart breaking thing ever. I’m so sorry, all that love you want to pour into a male pour into yourself and your child. Men are not worth it Fr

Unknown member

Oct 24

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I hate being limerant. During the day I feel fine and like it doesn't affect me but at night, it's difficult I even shed a few tears. I don't know why but nightime is the most difficult.

Sara H

Oct 24

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Same I feel so lonely at times then I remember a woman named Gisele Pelicot, For almost a decade, her husband crushed sleeping pills and other anti-anxiety drugs into her food and drink and recruited men to rape her. I read stories like this and trust me being single doesn’t feel bad anymore. There are Men out there who are purely evil inside. Think about it like this, do you think the women of Afghanistan want to be married to these scrotes. They are FORCED. I look at those Women who have no choice and remember we are privileged to be single. ❤️😭 I really hope you feel better and know you are not alone in this feeling. Xx

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LeaveBritneyAlone

Oct 24

You should not be dating anyone for at least a year. You still have remnants of LV and pickme thinking, and leeches and parasites will cling to you. Until you work out your emotional instabilities and even out you're self esteem you shouldn't be dating at all. Because your kids will see the rollercoaster that are your relationships and they will learn that this is how it should be. Do you want your daughters to think they have to be suicidal to be deserving of love?

Unknown member

Oct 24

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Yea I definitely do have small remnants left of pickmeism. And yes I do attract leeches and parasite.

My kids I've never brought a male around and never will and they don't know what I think, I don't discuss anything with them as they are children.

I am vulnerable mentally and men are just a threat to my well-being. Not even a year, more than that. I'm trying to self protect. But I appreciate that feedback.

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