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So, I got married in my early twenties. I have two kids.
I loved them, they had great early childhoods.
I got a few marriage proposals from guys wanting kids and all I could do was try not to barf.
I logically know I don't want more kids.
...and then I see videos of babies and start thinking about dudes I used to know from like, college and shit.
Is this normal? I'm seeing something that's not there, right? Like, all the "could have beens" and shit are driving me a little crazy. I assume this will get worse as I age?
I have the same problem, almost. At some point during my PMS (PMDD), I get that maternal feeling and it is a burden. When it goes away, I'm relieved, but emotions and logic never go together. After doing caregiving for my dad, I think I've written off the notion of caring for a child.