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I'm 20F and recently went on a date with this friend of mine (21M). I tentatively set up a second date with him, but blocked and deleted and ghosted for the following reasons.
He ghosted me first by unfollowing me on snap the day after the date and then refollowing.
He made alot of weird comments about my body despite knowing I'm ED'd, and some other women told me he sounds like a fetishizer.
I know I should've left much earlier, I just got the strength too, I keep getting tempted to go back. He was my first kiss and I tend to overromanticize men due to lack of experience. I'm afraid I'lll unblock him on Snapchat or try to find his number again in my blocked folder. I already feel bad for ghosting after saying I wanted to meet again and I have severe anxiety so I'm like what if he's secretly a psycho and sends threatening messages that I miss by blocking him?
Any time I've told men about my body insecurities, they'll actually use it against me to neg me. They think that they can use it to control you.